Thursday, August 21, 2008

Argh!

Have you ever had one of those days where everything gets on your nerves? Everything that happens, every person you see just gets on your last ever-loving nerve. I'm having one of those days.

Why can't people just cooperate? Why can't they just read my mind and just know? "Hey, I think Edie is having a bad day. Let's leave her alone and not ask for anything today."

The things I want people to do, they don't do and the things I want them to not do, they do. Things aren't going exactly the way I want them to, so I feel justified in taking it out (in my mind, of course) on everybody I come across.

I wouldn't say what I'm thinking to their faces, but I feel guilty for just thinking it. I feel selfish, mean and ornery.

Then I read the news...

16-Year-Old Dies After School Shooting
5 Men Found Dead in Alabama Apartment
Woman Leaps from Ohio Hospital 5th-Floor Window
Man Charged with Murder in Teen's Beating, Burning
Mugger Beats Woman, 85, in Elevator for Purse, Cane

Kind of puts things in perspective, huh? On my WORST day, I don't deal with these kinds of things.

Caring about people, being kind and courteous, having respect for others. These are pretty basic things I should be able to do even when I don't feel like it. After all, mine may be the only smile, the only kind words someone gets today.

Have a great day! :)

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